Monday, December 12, 2011

when emotional vs rational

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم...
السلام عليكم...

first of all..
just wanna say


i will like to confess smthg...
i'm an ordinary girl which insya Allah able to communicate n cooperate with man..(n there's limit that we should observe, plz do respect those limit..tq)

i wanna stress that i don't like ur style of thinking when u couldn't do it ur best to cooperate with 'em n make me feel worst if i can deal with 'em
i'm sorry if i hurt u, or we hurt u...but the thing is i didn't intend to hurt u..
we learn from our experience, n we learn from our observation..
let's learn from mistakes, not pointing others for our mistakes....

dear girls,
which felt that i've hurt 'em b4,
i'm seriously sorry...
there's nothing special in me that u should be jealous for...
just try ur best to deal with others..
they r peole...humankind..they r still the creatures of Allah..
deal with others with wisdom~ ;)

n U as a Man,
u know how emotional minded we r..
so don't try to mess with us,
cause i know u don't wanna get into trouble...

Man r from Mars, Woman r from Venus

we've such a huge different,
so, do respect our differences..

when u say u can respect others decision
plz don't just say it ignorantly,
act it out through ur action..
mean it..
don't just say n forget..

when u say u'll respect,
u WON'T FORCE 'em to end up da same stand as u...

plz...i hate da feeling of being force..
n nobody like it..
as i can stay calm to give u a respond, appreciate it,
don't let me blow u up just because i feel like u forcing me.....

once again...we r emotional n u r rational..
so, lets use it wisely...

Saturday, December 10, 2011


awwalan bismillah..wassalam'alaik..

can i claim that i don't really understand how to take care of an unhealthy body..

stlh sekian lme xdiuji dgn dmm dlm keadaan sibuk..
tmbh2 sakit pale stp kali batuk..masya Allah..rse mcm xdpt nk manage dri sndr..
rse mcm bias as i treat maself as usual like i'm healthy enough to do everything..cme ble dpt rest tu, ya Allah, t'lebih2 pule..
i don't mean to be cruel to maself..but i just don't know how to treat it..
am i ignoring my body right?i hope not...
ad 2 kls yg xsngaje tertggl tuk this week as fever pay me a visit early of this week, n left me early what's left behind just coughing n headache,
1 kls 1jam stgh n d other cls 3jam tp smpt dtg tuk 2jam, kire 1 jam tuang..maaf mdm..
n d truth is, both r economics classes which i shouldn't let maself escape for even 5minutes

n there's too many event, too many thing to be think n re-think..n it just too many..
so self...don't procrastinate!!plz don't!!

O Allah, plz guide me in every decision that i make.......ameen~
O Allah, please ease my way if it is da best for me, my deen, dunya wal akhirah,
n make it hard for me n let me realize it if it is not da best for me, my deen, dunya wal akhirah...ameen~~

feel scared to make a decision which i don't really sure enough to say yes yet it seems like i had to say so...ya Allah, plz lead my way to Your path.......Your blessing n Your Approval....ameen~~~

when da time comes, u urself will realize that u got to grow up....mentally n physically...
think BIG..
think positive
think wisely
think da pro n cons

n physically ready to get busy
to b discipline enough
to manage urself n everything that u need to manage..

i'm thankful for everyone who help me n always do,
i'm so sorry for everybody which i don't really fulfill my duty to,
n seriously sorry to my body if i ignore ur right...which i hope i'm not..

till then,

Thursday, November 10, 2011

yg awal pasti ada akhirnya...


dlm kehidupan...
sgalanya punya psgn...

yg sedih,gembira
yg tggi,rendah
hitam juga punya putih..

sedang kita di atas,
dan kehidupan berputar..
kita juga akan merasa situasi di bawah..

dimana ada awal...
disitu juga ada akhirnya,,
dimana ada kelebihan..
disitu juga punya kelemahan..

tinggal kita memilih..
cara penilaian kita tersendiri..

menyerah bukan bermakna mengalah semata..
malah ia juga simbol menerima seadanya..
memberi peluang ia bertindak mengikut arus lain-nya
membuka ruang menerima
setelah terlalu bnyk memberi dan meminta

apa jua keadaannya..
ketulusan itu yg ku pilih..
kejujuran itu yg ku nanti..

sedang aku cuba memahami
segenap kehidupan ini..

memberi juga perlu kepada menerima..
dan segalanya punya kelebihan dan kekurangan..
walau apa jua keputusan yg kau pilih..
masih ada kiri kanannya..
jua atas bawahnya..

sedang Dia lebih mengetahui apa yg terbaik buatmu,
Dia yg lebih memahami..
Dia jugalah yg Maha Adil..lagi Maha Bijaksana..

smoga sgala pengorbanan yg kita semua lakukan..
diterima Dia..Sang Pencipta...


Monday, November 7, 2011

eid mubarak =)

awwalan bismillah wassalam'alaik...

just wanna share a bit of info that i've borrowed from^_^
entitled 'eid mubarak'

Eid Mubarak (Arabicعيد مبارك‎, Persian/Urduعید مُبارکMalayalamഈദ്‌ മുബാറക്‌Bengaliঈদ মুবারক) is a traditional Muslim greeting reserved for use on both festivals of Eid ul-Adha and Eid ul-Fitr. The phrase translates into English as "blessed festival", and can be paraphrased as "may you enjoy a blessed festival" (Eid refers to the occasion itself, and Mubarak means "Blessed")
Muslims wish each other Eid Mubarak after performing the Eid prayer. This celebration continues until the end of the day for Eid ul-Fitr (or al-Fitr) and continues a further three days for Eid ul-Adha (or Al-Adha). However, in the social sense people usually celebrate Eid ul-Fitr at well as Eid ul-Adha, by visiting family and exchanging greetings such as "Eid Mubarak".
An exception to this use in the Muslim world is Turkey, where 'Eid Mubarak' is not common at all. Instead, a synonymous phrase "Bayramınız mübarek olsun" is used, alongside with its more Turkicized counterpart, "Bayramınız kutlu olsun", both meaning exactly the same: "May your holiday be blessed". In Pashtun areas of Afghanistan and Pakistan, the Pashto Akhtar de nekmregha sha, meaning "may your festival be blessed" is common. Speakers of Arabic might also add "kul 'am wantum bikhair", which means "[May] you be well every year". It should be noted that exchanging these greetings are a cultural tradition and are not part of any religious obligation.
Throughout the Muslim world there are numerous other greetings for Eid ul-Adha and Eid ul-Fitr. The Companions of the Islamic prophet Muhammad used to say to each other when they met on Eid ul-Fitr: Taqabbalallâhu minnâ wa minkum (which means "[May] God accept from us and you [our fasts and deeds]".[1]

n this is another ref..

Muslims observe two major holidays: Eid al-Fitr (at the end of the annual fasting month ofRamadan), and Eid al-Adha (at the end of the annual pilgrimage to Mecca). During these times, Muslims give thanks to Allah for His bounty and mercy, celebrate the holy days, and wish each other well. While appropriate words in any language are welcome, there are some traditional or common Arabic greetings that one may use or come across:

  • "Kul 'am wa enta bi-khair!"
    ("May every year find you in good health!")
  • "Eid Mubarak!"
    ("Blessed Eid!")
  • "Eid Saeed!"
    ("Happy Eid!")
  • "Taqabbala Allahu minna wa minkum."
    ("May Allah accept from us, and from you.")

so, dear self..u don't hv to b confused r da details...
wslm'alaik..~ ^_^

Sunday, November 6, 2011

a love letter~~

A love letter from a Muslim man to the girl he loves.

“If you love me, 
don’t confess your love to me, 
this won’t please me and will keep me away! 
love words don’t attract me. 
If you love me, 
wait for me and I will knock on your door in the right time. 
Don’t give me privileges which I don’t deserve. 
Keep me away from you, and I will approach you. 
If you approach me, I will stay away from you. 
Don’t love me, for I want your ignorant in love. 
I want to teach you love when the right time come and you will be my-halal, only when we are joined together under our Creator’s satisfaction. 
Don’t tell me what you feel, 
don’t give me from your time, 
don’t push me to lose you. 
I am a man who won’t accept to see the one he loves committing sins or to live a forbidden love behind the back of her family. 
I don’t want her to feel guilty and don’t want her heart to suffer. 
Put limits to me that I won’t cross, 
kill me inside you so I won’t grow to kill you. 
Preserve what is beautiful inside you. 
I want you innocent, chaste, pure. 
I want you dear, not easy. 
And then, Only then, I will face everything and will be ready to go through difficulties to get you 
How could I be a faithful man to you when I try to break your chastity? 
How would I be faithful to you if I push you to betray your family? 
How could I trust a love which grew under Allah’s wrath ? 
To love you means to protect you, 
to preserve you not to kill what is beautiful in you. 
Don’t be easy because then, I may not value you. 
Don’t love me now, so I won’t hate you! 
My heart wants you and doesn't want to lose you. 
I don’t want you to be just a passing fancy to me, 
I want you a wife, a lover, the mother of my children, 
I want you to be the one I will spend my whole life with.”

Monday, October 31, 2011


awwalan bismillah...


alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal...sgalanya b'jln lncr..
ringan skit rasenye beban kt fikiran nh..

p'jlnn msih jauh...
ad 2 paper lg b4 cuti..

smoga paper yg nh,
performance better dr paper yg sblmnye...

rabbiyassir wala tu'assir..

dan smoga sgalanya dip'mudahkn..
dan d'bri petunjuk utk sgalanya...

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

to ponder

awwalan bismillah...


Allahu Allah....
mcm2 yg berlaku...
kdg2 t'pk mcm mls nk pk..
mls nk update bnde2 nh...
bleh pening pale gak dok pk bnde yg xperlu nh...
lg2 klu ad yg b'canggah pndpt..

tp ble pk2 blek...
it's u who determined it..
how u manage it..
how u deal with it...
xkesah la perkara tu besa o kecik...

n...for me...
klu ad kekusutan...ianya patut dileraikn..
klu xbleh nk deal trus dgn that particular person o situation...
we should take another option..
seeking other people advice n opinion or etc..

n back to us again..
how we want to adapt it to the situation..

bak kate kwn..
xyah rumitkn keadaan..
buat keputusan gne marginal analysis..
lihat pd priority n faedah pd dri dan sekitar..
n based it on the opportunity n time..
sy tmbh stu...option.. ;)

hurm...btol3...syukran for ur help..
n sy nk highlight kn tuk dri sndr...
"xyah rumitkn sesuatu or keadaan"
itu yg plg pntg..

next is about oneself..
pd pemerhatian sy slame nh...
people who teach others..
will feel down to d earth when the people they teach get better than him or her..
either better grade or understanding...

n this issue had been discussed in ma statistic class in cfs iium..
our madam told us bout her story..
while she studying,she teach others but other get a better grade...
n she claimed it always happen like that...
n it's a lil bit disturbing..

do u know how it feels?
ya..a bit frustrated n d urge feeling to stop teaching that particular person full over youself..'s hurt + hard to maintain ur gud intention on smthg..
but again...mdm remind's part of the test from Allah...
to c how u manage it?
in a proper manner n 'as-sabr' au straight away avoid to teach others b'coz u afraid others got better than u..

sometimes, i think...
ya...people feel they're others who better than him/her...which make that person ignore others' need on their teaching,opinion,suggestion n ideas...
n sometimes, they don't wanna teach b'coz they don't wanna...

can't we link our niah/intention to the saying of the prophet,
convey to others even one ayah/sentence..

ya...i think that's da better way to cure this feeling..
even u feel there's a lot people who better than u...
when people ask smthg...especially bout ur opinion or understanding..
deliver to 'em even a sentence...
but...if u really don't hv any idea bout it...
just admit it..n suggest 'em to ask a better source..

isn't that better?

people is just one of the creatures of Allah...
we do hv wrong n right...
one who always be right can be wrong..
n one who always wrong can be right...


Friday, October 21, 2011

=) & =)


awwalan bismillah...
wa alhamdulillah....


sgt2 teruja...
melihat prog b'jln dgn baik..
yg t'kurang mnjadi pedoman..
walau ape pun jua...
masih terasa manis nye pengalaman itu...

trima kasih pd semua yg membantu...
trima kasih jua yg turut hadir menjayakn program
smoga dri terisi dgn ilmu2 yg bermanfaat

tika diri dipanggil menghadap..
memikul amanah..
tiada kata yg menolak..
malah jiwa berkobar-kobar..
diri turut serta bersiap..
menerima tunjuk ajar
memberi hikmad..

waktu berlalu begitu pantas..
segalanya diharungi bersama..
tika payah dan senang..
senyum tawa menjalin bahagia..
hingga yg duka berganti ceria..

dalam menyusuri liku ini..
daku belajar mengenali diri..
dari segenap sudut..
aku buntu..
namun telah kuuraikn..
sehingga bertemu penyelesaian..
andai ada tersilap langkah..
moga kau tunjukkan..

berakhirnya kisah ini..
memberi seribu satu erti..
yg keruh dibuang jauh..
yg jernih menjadi benih..

ampun maaf ats khilaf dri ini..


Saturday, October 15, 2011

adek2.. ^_^


awwalan bismillah.... =)

alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal..
sumenye berjln dgn baik..
pg td..after finish leadership class...we stop by library before going to cafe...
right after we've got the thing we wanted in the library we rush to d the stomach start to sing a song...haha....

n suddenly...while passing by those stores on our way to d cafe..,i saw a girl rushing towards me...n i gave her a glance as she looks like she's looking at u junior in secondary school....=) what a nice moment to meet's nice to meet u here...but i'm so sorry that i've forgotten ur name....seriously...come to think back...i think u r da one in my usrah that i'd always talk with...y did i've forgot ur name....seriously sorry...doesn't mean to hurt u...i've try to recall but i can't find it....i wanna guess but i'm afraid if i got wrong it might hurt u more....seriously sorry ma dear...siannye tgk muke dy...ikhlas dtg jmpe den...rushing lg tu tkut t'lps...smbl b'slm2 n b'tegur spe...dy sempat lg ckp....rindunye~~kt akk...~~ sweet of u...............seriously dear....soooorrrryyyyy sgt3......siannye...rse serbe slh pulak xingt nme dy....hurm...xp la ye adik ku syg....akk doakn kamu b'jaye dunia akhirat....smoga Allah sntse melindungimu....ameen~~~ jge dri ckp ad seminar arab kn kt cni....blaja rjin2 k....jgn sedeyh2...lpe name xb'makna akk lpe kamu....k ;)

n after take a few steps in da cafe....i run into 4 other junior of mine...=) yg 2 tu adk dorm...1 junior tae kwon do...n 1 lg adk kpd kwn...=) hehe...adk dorm mmg lkt kt pale la nmenye...salu disebut2 dlu tyme kt dorm...yg tae kwon do nh...salu gak sebut n txt dy dlu.....but again...ya Allah.....i've forgot her name.......ya Allah....segan la pulep........salu kot sebut nme dy dlu...tup2 bleh lpe pule tyme jmpe tu...then adek2 dorm nh dgn baik hati nye nk tlg...cahaya kak qila...cahaya.... but i still with ma Q faced...then dyorg ckp...cahaya petunjuk kak qila...ya translation sbbkn sgt2 xsure dgn nme tu...eden g soal blk....xkn hidayah kot...??? haa....tu la nme dy...srentak bdk2 tu jwb...yg adek junior den nh da sedey akk pggl kamu dayah dlu....ble sebut hidayah dy cm lmbt pick up pule........ya Allah....sori syg....jgn sedeyh2...maaf la ye....ya Allah...sian mereke....hurm....

nyway adek2 ku syg sekalian........jgn sedeyh2 k....siannye...korg rushing pulak td....xsmpat nk recall dlm mse singkat tu...ble korg da gerak bru akk t'ingt blek.....alalala...siannye...hurm....
xp2....still....akk doakn kamu berjaya dunia da best k...may Allah protect u....n bittaufiq wannajah 'ala kulli hal....thun nh f5 rsenye bdk2 nh......da lbh tggi dr sy da...hoho...tbe2 rse cm kecik la pule sy nh...:D:D papepon....may ur wish come true dearest junior....^_^ameen~~

dayah...akk da ingt da...jgn sdeyh2 k.. ;)
ya Allah...rindunye sir zuraidah n bdk2 nh...T_T
khadijah...pnjm ea pic kmu... ^_^

k la....till then...
all da best everybody...
slm rindu~~~

Monday, October 10, 2011

in progress of everything..

awwalan bismillah~


masha Allah...mashghul kasir..

thought bout that particular inccident..
i felt a lil bit different sense bout it today...
but still....hope so...really2 hope n just wanna pray for da best...
may Allah guide us...and help us da way we should follow..
cannot do any other way...just can let it be with Allah's guidance...
what can i do now is just praying for da best....

n hope that this wisdom or hikmah...the biggest hikmah i've got..
remain with me...till d end of ma life...ameen~~
trust to the everything we do....
not putting hope to his creatures who's just d same like us...who still need da best guidance..
n only Allah can give us da best guidance...believe n put ur trust in Allah....the only one..

talking bout the project that we've work on now...
still a lil bit fussy...
which make me feel like there's too much work that haven't been done..
so, we've try our best...i maself have try my best...
n hopefully can work out ma best to make sure that everything ok before, while having it, n after......
hopefully....we can make it our best...n others who join us feel good n comfortable..
n left it to Allah after what we've done our best....

n lastly,
suddenly i've meet this real face of economics courses...
masya Allah....
payah gop..
xdpt nk byg guane t nk amek exm...even the quizes r hard enough...
how would it be in the mid term exam....n how would it looks like in the final exm...
ya Allah...pls help us...bring to us somebody which hv da best understanding n patient to teach us..
we'll try our best to seek them...

may everything went well...ameen~

till then,

Friday, October 7, 2011


awwalan bismillah...

mne bleh mcm nh...
senyum je ye...
insya hikmahnye tu...
Dia lbh tahu ap yg t'baik tuk kte sume...

jgn down2 salu ye..
bnyk lg bnde len nk kne pk...
strive ur best...
kte serahkn sumenye pd Allah k...
insya Allah...=)

la tahzan..innallahama'ana....

kuat awk..kuat.... ^_^
fighting..!! =)

Saturday, October 1, 2011


awwalan bismillah.. =)


few days ago...gave a huge impact afterwards...
i'm pondering...wondering..what am i it right or should it be actually..?

days b4...

poster r here n there...
"eh, UAI la"
ckp psl pe nh??ble?kt mne?
jom pegi nk..? 6_6

night b4..

jd x g talk tu?
yg tu la..
yg mne?UAI...jd!! jomla...nk x?
nk!! tp ad mslh sket la psl tmpt..xconfirm lg..kne pindah..
ntah...dgr kate ad org luar cmpr tgn...
ntah..ak xtau la..ak bc kt fb je...da bising da sume...
la...ust sket punye sempoi cmtue pon nk halang gak ke?ak xphm la...nh kn talk psl agama....slh??org nk blaja agama pon slh??hurm...

on that night..

eh sume da stat pegi dr lps maghrib g wey..
yeke? stat kol bpe? bkn 830 ke?
stat 845..tkut xmuat...tmpt tu kn kecik je..
ha'ah kte cne?
ntah..ak dgr dyorg psg LCD kt luar..
owh nk grk ble nh?
pasni trus grk la...

as arrived there (besides main stairs iiu)

waah...rmi kt luar...da pnuh ke? eh tu dyorg da psg LCD
ha...tgk kt cni je la..lgpon da rmi..ak rse da xmuat da kt dlm...

alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal..
everything went smoothly..=)
today...when looking on the internet..
i got so much on ma head...a bit unsatisfied n wondered..
agree with some of their words here n there...
but of d comment wake me up...

oh ya...Islam doesn't teach us to be rude..
Islam doesn't teach us to talk back if u don't have any proof..
if ur words doesn't match the person...u r slandering people...
wake up mind!! wake up!!!

this is not the way u wanna ask for just..
this is not the way u wanna make those people wake up from their wrong doings..
harsh words, rude attitude, point people without proof....are just not the way!! seriously...

Islam teach us the wonderful of Hikmah..
Islam teach us to amar ma'ruf nahi munkar..
Islam teach us to unite in the name of Allah...

come on self...
wake up...
action speaks louder than words...
therefore, self...
let's aslih nafsak wad'u ghairak..
let's correct ourself first...n invite others to do the same....
cause who we r today...determine what gonna be in future

biiznillah...insha Allah...

n who am i??
talking on this issue..
am just nobody...
writing as a ma self..

may Allah show us His way...and bestow us His bless n mercy..
ameen ya Rab....ameen~~

wslm ^^,

Friday, September 30, 2011

come back to d origin..

awwalan bismillah....


we need more times than ever..
relax from those noise..
which make us pressured..

all those we beg..
felt like we got nothing..
but actually..
He gave us everything...

it just us who's choosy...
don't mind bout other, just want that particular..
which us beg for days n night...

he gave us the thing we need...
not the thing we want...
cause...not every single time 'want' would be enough...
we need 'needs' to help us in our journey to meet Him...

the more we ponder..
the more we understand..
the more we seek Him..
the more we'll be guided...

just have your trust to Allah...
after what you've done..
tawakaltu 'alallah...

u'll not this life or even hereafter....
trust Him...
have faith on Him...
He will give u the best thing that u should get...
cause He knows...what's the best for u...

wslm ^^,

Sunday, September 11, 2011

sepi tp x sunyi...i.Allah...

awwalan bismillah...


sume da stat blaja blek...
si adek ke utara..
kakaknye pule ke sltn...
sy ttp di tgh2... =)

masin mulut umi...
yg hasratnya ank2 berada dekat...
namun pabila b'fikir2..
kembali menyahut..
anknya satu ke utara..satu ke selatan...
satu tgh2...
dan begitulah jadinye...

insya Allah...
jauh dimata dekat dihati...
moga limpah rahmat-Nya sentiasa disini..
menemani insan2 yg kusayangi...

slmt maju jaya...
ingtlah org yg t'syg... ;)

moga kehidupan baru yg sdg ditempuhi..
mendekatkn lg kte kepada Yg Maha Suci...

all da best to all of u...
bittaufiq wannajah 'ala kulli hal..

maaf ats sgala slh slp yg sy lakukan..
moga hari ini lebih baik dr smlm..


Tuesday, September 6, 2011

awwalan bismillah...

tak terucap dibibir..
namun seakan...segalanya telah terluah..
hati bicara sendiri..
fikiran terbang menyepi..
lenyap segala isi..
yg memenuhi diri sebentar tadi...
alangkah indah jika ia benar2 pergi..
tanpa meninggalkn segenap gundah di hati..

di penjuru sana
terlihat sorang insan
duduk sendiri
tunduk ke bumi
menungkan nasib diri

raut wajahnya tidak seceria dahulu
tiada kata2 yg terluah
hanya matanya yg berbicara
sang bayu seakan memahami
menemani serta mengusapnya lembut
moga hilang segala gusar insan ini..

Sunday, September 4, 2011

الحمد لله.... =)

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
السلام عليكم  ...

الحمد لله على كل حال...

selesai suda kenduri kendara beso nh ha...:D:D
adek aye pon da berangkat pulang td..
mggu dpn kak ct pulak tunang..
tapi ktorg nk g johor anta k.long msuk u pulep..
mggu dpnnye lg...kak tmah pulep tunang...

so tuk this yr..
da 4 org settled..2 gurl..
ank p.lang n ank p.long..
2guy..due2 anak umi amin..
insha Allah..2 org lg gurl bakal b'tunang..
ank umi amin n ank mak.. =)
n due2 i.Allah nikah nxt yr..
or mungkin d'p'cepatkn..
kte merancang...Allah yg tentukn... =)

k..pas nh da kne msuk blaja blek ye..
keje pon da benti..
da bleh dok umh..huahuahua..abesla.... lg..
prog kt u nnt nk kne gne cam pulep..

adoiish...cne nh..
runsing gek nk mikea kn nye..
klu ad yg bek ati nk tlg best gek nh..
 k la..sampai sni dlu ye..
t lau rjin aye upload le 1 pic kenangan..lau x..xpla..hehe..

k,wassalam'alaik... ^_^
smile always..
take care of urself....


Thursday, August 25, 2011

what a day..

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
السلام عليكم 

what a day..
through happiness..but end up a bit sad..
until i felt like nothing good happen today..

right after terawih prayer ended...
suddenly no people around in our station..
it's a bit weird when it comes around that particular hours..
then, one of our forecourt staff came saying that others were watching hit and run victim near the traffic light..
with bleeding head..laying down on the road..
feeling curious to know the details n watch it by ma own eyes..
but i've ma own responsibility to stay on doing ma job
after few minutes..sounds like police n ambulant came to help...
thank God..what a relieved..

may that particular person who did hit n run felt responsible and surrender him/herself to the police station...+ help that particular victim to get well again..


talking bout the incidents happened around our station...
month after i've started working there..
there's one police case reported..
around 11pm..while me settling ma work to end ma shift..
there's a motorcycle with two man..who acting like nothing..
and end up snatching a bag from a woman who seat still in her car while waiting for her friend to pay for petrol..
it's a bit creepy for me to get home that night...and a bit traumatic for me to hear the sound make by motorcycle during night time..

and just few days before ramadhan...
one man..who was cleaning his bonnet..but didn't take out the car's key, letting the engine working...
his car had been stolen by another man from another car..
his BMW got stolen by man driving Merc..owh..not driving, but sitting beside driver..
there u go..another police case reported..

and the next day..
a women got threaten to death if she didn't give everything she had at that time...
then she had to gave him a lappy worth 3k which she just bought..
her jewelleries..n money...
nothing left but life..
pity to that woman....
n this case make me felt trauma to go shopping by maself..
there's one day i had to buy something alone for iftar..
n ma car had been blocked by others which no driver in the car...
i'm afraid enough to get out back from ma car even to get into a shop in front of me.. or to ask people around whether they know the car's driver or not..
so, what i do is just stayed still in ma car n listening to nasyeed to let me feel better..
n it's around half n hour... last, i've got to talk to the car's driver before she left her car again to go shopping..

i'm soooooo weakling..
that's not good..
plz overcome it maself...


Wednesday, August 24, 2011


بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

السلام عليكم...

سبحان الله, سبحان الله, سبحان الله

indahnya suara nabiollah..

thx to aab for sharing this vid =)


Monday, August 22, 2011

sungguh Allah lebih menyayangimu

awwalan bismillah~

bru je hari tu t'detik nk wt post tahniah kt sepupu2 yg da kawen..n tahniah tuk sepupu yg bakal dpt baby..[ok..npe cm pelik..ayt cm bdk skola..aish]

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

buat along&kak farah..
smoga tabah hadapi ujian yg Allah beri...
dibulan yg sangat diberkati..
baby yg pergi xkan kembali..
tapi dy setia menanti..
ibu bapanya yg disayangi..
di syurga yg abadi..

walau xsempat berbual mesra..
pasti dy tetap mengenalimu..
ibunya yg tlh membelai dirinya lebih 8bulan...
serta ayahnya yg setia disisi..

kak farah...moga tabah dan sabar..
insya Allah ada hikmah yg besar disebalik ujian yg Allah beri..
terbayang wajah akk yg selalu pucat..
ya Allah...berilah kekuatan kpd kak farah, kak farah, kak farah...along dan keluarga....ameen~~~~ selamat dikebumikn mlm td..
kak farah..tabah ye..
insya Allah...

buat insan yg kecil molek..
yg xsempat kita bersua muka..
kerna kamu jauh nun disana..
moga rohmu dicucuri rahmat-Nya
indahnya pemergiannmu tanpa secalit dosa dan noda..
indahnya dirimu dapat bertemu dgn Penciptamu seindah kamu diciptakan..
indahnya pemergianmu di bulan penuh keberkatan..
moga ibu dan bapamu redha dgn pemergianmu..
sungguh Allah lebih menyayangimu..

ya Allah..
berilah kak farah kekuatan..
dalaman dan luaran..
ya Allah..
sesungguhnya Engkau lebih mengetahui apa yg terbaik..
sungguh..Engkaulah sebaik-baik perancang..
sungguh kami hanyalah insan kerdil
Kau ampunilah khilaf kami..
ameen Ya Allah..ameen~

[dlm kenangan...aiman faheem..~]

Friday, August 19, 2011

=) [sincere smile]

wassalam'alaik~ =)

ia dtg menjenguk..
buaian rindu jua berpuput..
menggamit seribu satu erti..
yg pasti sukar namun tetap digagahi..

dalam duka ada tenangnya..
yg keruh pergi..yg jernih kembali..

sedang impinya ceritera dunia..
warna-warni bersimpul padu..
turun naik putarannya..
menjadi rona kehidupan kita

seringkali yg perit itu direnungi..
namun pabila bahagia menjengah..
hilanglah ia ditiup sang bayu..
lena dibuai nyanyian ombak..
sambil bayu meniup lembut..
pepohon turut menari gembira..
hati yg resah kembali tenang..
yg kusut mula bersusun

rasa itu pergi..
fikiran itu pudar..
lenyap ditelan sang waktu..
justeru tika ia diseru kembali..
dikit-dikit ia bersatu..

sedang penyatuannya ditimpa pelbagai dugaan..
tetap ia kukuh sementelah itu..

namun cerita itu kelmarin dulu..
menjadi pedoman dikala ini..
genggaman yg kian terungkai..
melepaskan ia berlalu pergi..

wslm'alaik~~ =)

Thursday, August 11, 2011


bismillah walhamdulillah....
sungguh...nikmat-Mu teramat luas..
syukurku.. ats sgala yg Kau pinjamkn..
masih berpeluang menghirup udara keamanan..
syukran lillah..
syukur lillah..


indahnye ni'mat bersyukur...
sumenye terasa cukup...
sumenye terasa bahagia...
^_^ subhanallah...ya Allah...ya Rozaq..ya Kareem..

n now..just wanna share a part of what i've got today..
quoted from ma cousin... ^_^

Bila kita terlalu bergantung pada manusia
Kita mudah lupa Tuhan itu ada

Bila terlalu menyayangi manusia
Kita mudah lupa Tuhan itu adalah segalanya

Bila kita terlalu melihat manusia
Kita mudah lupa Tuhan itu sentiasa melihat kita

Hopeless does not exist
So long there's HIM in your heart
There's always a hope.

yup...that's so true..
there's always hope when Allah is always in ur heart...
subhanallah... ^_^ now i should wake maself up from a dream..
from a nightmare saying hopeless hope is just too hurt to hold...

may Allah show us da way..
da only way..
which is...His way..
with His bless and mercy..
ya Rab...ameen~~ ^_^

Sunday, August 7, 2011



awwalan bismillah...

tika ini..
runsing kembali mmenjenguk diri..
terasa tak sedap hati..
fikiran jauh melayang pergi..

andai ini cubaan dari-Mu..
kuatkn aku untuk meneruskannya..

tuturmu pasti.. lalu menyepi..


ingin sekali aku mengetahui..
ap yg tersirat di hati..
adakah ini yg selalu kau lakukn
pd diri yg bergelar insan..

pergi tanpa bunyi..
membuat insan ternanti2..

tuturmu pasti..
lalu menyepi..

maaf andai ini menggangu..
cuma mahu memberitahu..

tika kau pasti..
bahwa apa yg dirancang tidak dapat ditepati..
maklumkn pd yg menanti..
walau ia bukan formaliti
cuma sekadar hormat menghormati...

aku, dia, mereka...
kami bukan siapa2..
kami hanya insan biasa..
kita semua sama..
tidak sempurna..
tapi ada satu cara
yg mampu mengubah dunia..
untuk lebih ceria..

saling membantu sesama kita..
hormat menghormati itu rahsianya..
nasihat-menasihati itu ramuannya..

maaf jika aku berceloteh panjang..
kerna aku tidak tahu harus bagaimana aku ucapkn..
moga kau tidak tersalah tafsiran..
kerna aku juga punya kelemahan..

andai diri ini terlalu menyusahkn..
pintaku moga kau maafkn..


Tuesday, July 12, 2011


Allahumma salli 'ala,
Muhammadin an-Nabiyyi al-ummiyyi,
Wa 'ala alihi wa sahbihi wa sallim.
(O Allah, send your peace and blessings upon our Master Muhammad, the Unlettered Prophet, and upon his family and companions.)
O My Lord,
My sins are like
The highest mountain;
My good deeds
Are very few
Theyre like a small pebble.
I turn to You
My heart full of shame,
My eyes full of tears.
Bestow Your
Forgiveness and Mercy
Upon me.
Ya Allah,
Send your peace and blessings
On the Final Prophet,
And his family,
And companions,
And those who follow him.

Wednesday, June 29, 2011



awwalan bismillah...
syukran 'ala kulli hal...
asif 'ala kulli musykillah...



kamu yg selalu buat aku gembira,
buat ku sedih..
tenggelam dlm pemikiran sendiri...

suka ku mendengar tawamu

pilu mendengar sedihmu..
kasar bahasamu,,,

sayu menatap diri..
yg ingin sekali melihatmu bahagia..

ingin ku melepasknmu jauh..
agar dirimu trus kecapi impi mu
yg buat kamu lebih bahagia...

namun, kamu selalu membisu..
bila itu yg ku mahu..
walau ia pahit..
tp bahagiamu yg ku nanti..

kini ku serahkannya..
pd Yg Lebih Mengetahui...
kerna ak hanya insan kerdil..
yg punya khilaf dan tidak sempurna...

ku buntu..
biarlah Dia yg  membantumu
mengecapi bahagiamu...
smoga kamu trus bahagia..
hingga ke akhirnya..
walau apa jua yg berlaku...
itu pintaku...

ameen~~ ^^,

for my love ^_^

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

BLOOD!!!! :D


awwalan bismillah..

praise to Allah in everything we do...
praise to Allah when u got sick..
that shows Allah loves u..
praise to Allah when u got salary(rizk)
praise to Allah for everything...^_^

just last night i've thought bout how long since i've had a fever..
it's been so long as i couldn't remember when is da last moment i had a fever..
n today..
He give me da hint that He always hear ma saying...^_^ alhamdulillah...thank you Allah..
i've started ma day with flu..:D
and i've one fren accompany me working today...
it's been called "HaaAAcCCuuummmMMMm...uhh..."
it's so loyal that it cannot be seperated from me...
but's seems a lil bit better..;)


let's talk bout blood..
i'm a universal donor who always failed to donate ma blood after ma first time donating in KEMSIS, PLKN...
:D hehe..not gud2..
there'll be some of da condition that i can't make it..
either lbp or underweight (below min weight allowed)..
still thx to PLKN, who make me a hungry person n kindly provide me meals 6 times daily...:D
and thx to da doctor whom trusted me to be one of the donates...

ok..i just wanna stress da real thing that u can absorb from this data...
whom ever success to donate repeated times...n never ever get any call to attend a checkup from da hospital....
it shows that u've such a great blood condition...n u're one of da needed person to donate blood...
THAT'S COOL!!....;)


long time ago,,,
ma mom always ask me to look for a partner,,,,whom,,,,
doesn't have any blood related disorder/probs...

"before u wanna get u get to know someone deeply.. n before u make any decision to proceed ur relationship...ask the guy to make blood make sure a better life in future..b'coz, people who hv a problem with their blood shouldn't married with a person who hv da same'll be hard for ur children.."

do u remember an advertisement on "telsimia" or "thalassemia"?

ya...that time, ma mom worried bout me too much...but i don't really had those symptoms...
bout anemic/anemia...i don't really sure..
but i've succeed in ma first trial donating blood...

n today...
y do i write bout blood...
b'coz..after a long time not talking bout this topic..
suddenly ma mom talk bout it again after reading a news this morning..
n she..
again...remind me bout this case.. can be such a serious cases if it been ignored......~~

ok i'll left u with this..;) hope it'll be useful...ameen~~ do ponder bout urself n ur health..;)
wslm'alaik~~ ^_^

Saturday, June 25, 2011




when things gone complicated..

n i need to share it to avoid from pressure..
sure ur mom knows u da best...
she can identified it without a word from u...

even i felt a bit nervous..but i just said it out..
da words show no harm..cause i make it simple like nothing..
but ma mom join me..
talking n hearing..
telling n advising...
i know it but y can't i do it..
make it a practise..

she said...don't run after it..
it'll be disappeared from u faster..
don't chase'll gone..
pray to Allah...
everything will be fine..
He knows da best, what's da best for u..
just pray to Him...
let it be...

thank you umi...
u've take out part of da pressure from me..~

Saturday, June 18, 2011


awwalan bismillah....

 alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal...
mission accomplished!!^_^
tercapai jge thp satisfaction yg dikehendaki buat mse ni...
mungkin akn dipertambah baikkn lagi..insya Allah..
but not now...
i've sumthin else to do for da time being..
plus need to let this lappy updated after several time postponed its schedule..

i'm looking for other thing...
but then..i got d other thing done first...
not gud2..
should be..
first thing first...

but still this's one of da way to reach da first aim...;)
so...bit of it had done...
need to work for the left part of it...

bismillahitawakaltu 'alallah...~~

alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal....
i'm really satisfied with this...
thx for da creator of da cute islamic lil gurl cartoon...

thx for others who do contribute to this thing called blog...
thx for everything....=)