بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم...
first of all..
just wanna say
PEACE NO WAR!!
i will like to confess smthg...
i'm an ordinary girl which insya Allah able to communicate n cooperate with man..(n there's limit that we should observe, plz do respect those limit..tq)
i wanna stress that i don't like ur style of thinking when u couldn't do it ur best to cooperate with 'em n make me feel worst if i can deal with 'em
i'm sorry if i hurt u, or we hurt u...but the thing is i didn't intend to hurt u..
we learn from our experience, n we learn from our observation..
let's learn from mistakes, not pointing others for our mistakes....
which felt that i've hurt 'em b4,
i'm seriously sorry...
there's nothing special in me that u should be jealous for...
just try ur best to deal with others..
they r peole...humankind..they r still the creatures of Allah..
deal with others with wisdom~ ;)
n U as a Man,
u know how emotional minded we r..
so don't try to mess with us,
cause i know u don't wanna get into trouble...
Man r from Mars, Woman r from Venus
we've such a huge different,
so, do respect our differences..
when u say u can respect others decision
plz don't just say it ignorantly,
act it out through ur action..
mean it..show it..
don't just say n forget..
when u say u'll respect,
u WON'T FORCE 'em to end up da same stand as u...
plz...i hate da feeling of being force..
n nobody like it..
as i can stay calm to give u a respond, appreciate it,
don't let me blow u up just because i feel like u forcing me.....
once again...we r emotional n u r rational..
so, lets use it wisely...
Saturday, December 10, 2011
can i claim that i don't really understand how to take care of an unhealthy body..
stlh sekian lme xdiuji dgn dmm dlm keadaan sibuk..
tmbh2 sakit pale stp kali batuk..masya Allah..rse mcm xdpt nk manage dri sndr..
rse mcm bias as i treat maself as usual like i'm healthy enough to do everything..cme ble dpt rest tu, ya Allah, t'lebih2 pule..
i don't mean to be cruel to maself..but i just don't know how to treat it..
am i ignoring my body right?i hope not...
ad 2 kls yg xsngaje tertggl tuk this week as fever pay me a visit early of this week, n left me early too..as what's left behind just coughing n headache,
1 kls 1jam stgh n d other cls 3jam tp smpt dtg tuk 2jam, kire 1 jam tuang..maaf mdm..
n d truth is, both r economics classes which i shouldn't let maself escape for even 5minutes
n there's too many event, too many thing to be think n re-think..n it just too many..
so self...don't procrastinate!!plz don't!!
O Allah, plz guide me in every decision that i make.......ameen~
O Allah, please ease my way if it is da best for me, my deen, dunya wal akhirah,
n make it hard for me n let me realize it if it is not da best for me, my deen, dunya wal akhirah...ameen~~
feel scared to make a decision which i don't really sure enough to say yes yet it seems like i had to say so...ya Allah, plz lead my way to Your path.......Your blessing n Your Approval....ameen~~~
when da time comes, u urself will realize that u got to grow up....mentally n physically...
think da pro n cons
n physically ready to get busy
to b discipline enough
to manage urself n everything that u need to manage..
i'm thankful for everyone who help me n always do,
i'm so sorry for everybody which i don't really fulfill my duty to,
n seriously sorry to my body if i ignore ur right...which i hope i'm not..
from bottom of ma heart :) insani81 at 1:28 AM