cukaea^_^

slm'alaik~~

awwalan bismillah...

syukran 'ala kulli hal...

asif 'ala kulli musykillah...

:)

nanananannanana...nananana...nanana..nananana...

emememmememmmmm...

:D

kamu yg selalu buat aku gembira,

buat ku sedih..

tertanya2..

ternanti2..

tenggelam dlm pemikiran sendiri...

suka ku mendengar tawamu

jenakamu

nyanyianmu

khabarmu

keletahmu...

pilu mendengar sedihmu..

sakitmu..

bencimu..

egomu..

kasar bahasamu,,,

sayu menatap diri..

yg ingin sekali melihatmu bahagia..

ingin ku melepasknmu jauh..

agar dirimu trus kecapi impi mu

yg buat kamu lebih bahagia...

namun, kamu selalu membisu..

bila itu yg ku mahu..

walau ia pahit..

tp bahagiamu yg ku nanti..

kini ku serahkannya..

pd Yg Lebih Mengetahui...

kerna ak hanya insan kerdil..

yg punya khilaf dan tidak sempurna...

ku buntu..

biarlah Dia yg  membantumu

mengecapi bahagiamu...

smoga kamu trus bahagia..

hingga ke akhirnya..

walau apa jua yg berlaku...

itu pintaku...

ameen~~ ^^,

for my love ^_^

BLOOD!!!! :D

salam'alaik~~

awwalan bismillah..

:)
praise to Allah in everything we do...
praise to Allah when u got sick..
that shows Allah loves u..
alhamdulillah...
praise to Allah when u got salary(rizk)
praise to Allah for everything...^_^
alhamdulillah..

just last night i've thought bout how long since i've had a fever..
it's been so long as i couldn't remember when is da last moment i had a fever..
n today..
He give me da hint that He always hear ma saying...^_^ alhamdulillah...thank you Allah..
i've started ma day with flu..:D
and i've one fren accompany me working today...
it's been called "HaaAAcCCuuummmMMMm...uhh..."
hehehe....
it's so loyal that it cannot be seperated from me...
:D
but now...it's seems a lil bit better..;)
alhamdulillah...

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oryte..
let's talk bout blood..
i'm a universal donor who always failed to donate ma blood after ma first time donating in KEMSIS, PLKN...
always....aish~~~:[]
:D hehe..not gud2..
there'll be some of da condition that i can't make it..
either lbp or underweight (below min weight allowed)..
still thx to PLKN, who make me a hungry person n kindly provide me meals 6 times daily...:D
and thx to da doctor whom trusted me to be one of the donates...

ok..i just wanna stress da real thing that u can absorb from this data...
whom ever success to donate repeated times...n never ever get any call to attend a checkup from da hospital....
it shows that u've such a great blood condition...n u're one of da needed person to donate blood...
THAT'S COOL!!....;)

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long time ago,,,
ma mom always ask me to look for a partner,,,,whom,,,,
doesn't have any blood related disorder/probs...

"before u wanna get married...ohh..no..no...before u get to know someone deeply.. n before u make any decision to proceed ur relationship...ask the guy to make blood test..to make sure a better life in future..b'coz, people who hv a problem with their blood shouldn't married with a person who hv da same problem...it'll be hard for ur children.."

do u remember an advertisement on "telsimia" or "thalassemia"?

ya...that time, ma mom worried bout me too much...but i don't really had those symptoms...
bout anemic/anemia...i don't really sure..
but i've succeed in ma first trial donating blood...
so???
hmmm...idk..

n today...
y do i write bout blood...
b'coz..after a long time not talking bout this topic..
suddenly ma mom talk bout it again after reading a news this morning..
n she..
again...remind me bout this case..
coz...it can be such a serious cases if it been ignored......~~


ok i'll left u with this..;) hope it'll be useful...ameen~~ do ponder bout urself n ur health..;)
wslm'alaik~~ ^_^

*

bismillah~

salam'alaik~~

:)
when things gone complicated..

n i need to share it to avoid from pressure..
sure ur mom knows u da best...
she can identified it without a word from u...

even i felt a bit nervous..but i just said it out..
da words show no harm..cause i make it simple like nothing..
but ma mom join me..
talking n hearing..
telling n advising...
:)
i know it but y can't i do it..
make it a practise..

she said...don't run after it..
it'll be disappeared from u faster..
don't chase it..it'll gone..
pray to Allah...
everything will be fine..
He knows da best, what's da best for u..
just pray to Him...
let it be...

hmmmmmmm....
thank you umi...
u've take out part of da pressure from me..~

alhamdulillah...

awwalan bismillah....

wassalam'alaik~~
 alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal...
mission accomplished!!^_^
tercapai jge thp satisfaction yg dikehendaki buat mse ni...
mungkin akn dipertambah baikkn lagi..insya Allah..
but not now...
i've sumthin else to do for da time being..
plus need to let this lappy updated after several time postponed its schedule..

sebenannye..
i'm looking for other thing...
but then..i got d other thing done first...
ish3...
not gud2..
should be..
first thing first...

but still this's one of da way to reach da first aim...;)
so...bit of it had done...
need to work for the left part of it...

bismillahitawakaltu 'alallah...~~

^_^
alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal....
i'm really satisfied with this...
thx for da creator of da cute islamic lil gurl cartoon...

thx for others who do contribute to this thing called blog...
thx for everything....=)

rabithah~~ =)

"~"



pahit manis perasaan..
pelangi kehidupan..
yang berputaran..
saling bertukaran..

tangis tawa keadaan..
menambah ketabahan..
untuk berhadapan
dengan seribu satu dugaan..

itulah kenyataan..
yang tiada sangkalan..
tidak menjatuhkan..
malah memberi harapan..
buat renungan
dan syukur pada Tuhan..

jika ia tunggal, tiada teman..
tiadalah seri tiada erti..
tidak merasa perit dan aman..
kosonglah memori sepinya pasti..



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