biyane (asif)

bismillah wassalam'alaik~

today, somebody gonna fly to pursue his study, alhamdulillah, u make it to ur dream =) cukaea (congrats) and bittaufiq wannajah warrahmah 'ala kulli hal. asif for ma words, i'm not intending to spoil ur mood, i just wanna clarify da last thing that i wish to clarify to u. but as usual,n as expected,i got da same feedback which is clueless without any words n i know it will remain as what it is. but i hope, that'll be da last thing which reflect me as a girl which id'twtb.

going through twenty-first years old girl, is a bit challenging. u have to struggle with ur self at the same time, need to deal with da thing u wanna escape from it for da time being. sometimes, i do feel like, what's happening here? what hv i done wrongly? why i need to go through da thing that i don't wanna bother, wheayyo? ya Allah, plz forgive me for all those words. that's da words of people who don't use their mind and heart that U've given to 'em. that's my bad. -istighfar cepat!,ish3-

u need to FOCUS on ur aim 'aqilah, so that u'll see da clear answer to all da problem.

don't just dmd n do nothing to achieve it, u've to work for it till u manage to get it, even if u don't get it as what u wish to get it, still Allah will give u ur part as what u've strived for before. -genggam bara api biar sampai jadi arang-

every one of us have their own story, n every one of us hv their own style to deal with those matter arises in their story. -yg jernih jdkn teladan, yg buruk jdkln sempadan-

therefore,

dear self, alang-alang menyeluk pekasam, biar sampai ke pangkal lengan. <-------peribahasa ni xbest la, nk tuka ngn ap ye?
berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian, bersakit-sakit dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian 'aqilah!!! fighting!!focus on ur aim! clarify urself which is which u wanna grab first. insya Allah, everything will b fine.

kte merancang Allah yg menentukan, knpe? sbb sebaik-baik perancangan adalah rancangan Allah, Dia Maha Mengetahui apa yg terbaik utk hamba-Nya.

that's all for da time being.
fokus, tabah, bijak!
smoga berjaya wahai diri!
fighting!! ^_^

wslm~