alhamdulillah...

awwalan bismillah....

wassalam'alaik~~
 alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal...
mission accomplished!!^_^
tercapai jge thp satisfaction yg dikehendaki buat mse ni...
mungkin akn dipertambah baikkn lagi..insya Allah..
but not now...
i've sumthin else to do for da time being..
plus need to let this lappy updated after several time postponed its schedule..

sebenannye..
i'm looking for other thing...
but then..i got d other thing done first...
ish3...
not gud2..
should be..
first thing first...

but still this's one of da way to reach da first aim...;)
so...bit of it had done...
need to work for the left part of it...

bismillahitawakaltu 'alallah...~~

^_^
alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal....
i'm really satisfied with this...
thx for da creator of da cute islamic lil gurl cartoon...

thx for others who do contribute to this thing called blog...
thx for everything....=)

rabithah~~ =)

"~"



pahit manis perasaan..
pelangi kehidupan..
yang berputaran..
saling bertukaran..

tangis tawa keadaan..
menambah ketabahan..
untuk berhadapan
dengan seribu satu dugaan..

itulah kenyataan..
yang tiada sangkalan..
tidak menjatuhkan..
malah memberi harapan..
buat renungan
dan syukur pada Tuhan..

jika ia tunggal, tiada teman..
tiadalah seri tiada erti..
tidak merasa perit dan aman..
kosonglah memori sepinya pasti..



nukilan abadi: ~pencinta seni~

hasbunallah wanikmalwakil..

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

و

السلام عليكم

"cukuplah bagi kami ini Allah, Dialah sebaik2 tempat diserahkan urusan.."

=)

الحمد لله على كل حال

"bila kita melihat dunia ini secara keseluruhan..masya Allah..

Allah telah kurniakan kepada kita lebih dari apa yang kita harapkan..."

=)

"la tahzan..innallahama'ana"

=)

subhanallah.....alhamdulillah....^_^

salam'alaik~~

awwalan bismillah~~


ku sangka panas hingga ke petang..
rupanya hujan di tengahari...
puas ku tangisi kpd yg sntse menanti..
tuk mendengar rintihan hati...
rupanya Dia ingin menghadiahi..
aku..sebuah pelangi...
yg menerangi..
jln yg ingin ku tempuhi....

subhanallah...
alhamdulillah...
Allahuakbar...

smoga diri ini..
semakin tabah dan cekal...
cekap dan pantas..
dari hari ke hari...

ameen~~

wslm~~^_^
syukran 'ala kulli hal..^_^

new..

salam'alaik~~

quite exhausted today..
o maybe really exhausted i suppose..
but still wanna hv somethin to capture this moment..
3-11
with ma sis..
learnig from a-z
lending ma hands..
rushing to 45
and done..
addin a lil bit bully from ma lil bro..
n some other stuff...

it's revealed maself to maself..
weakness,weakness n weakness...

tired..exhausted..dizziness...n 1 more task 4 tomorrow haven't done yet..
Oh God..plzz help me..lend me some of ur stregth...
to chase 9

n i should be more independent..calm..n friendly...

bismillahitawakaltu'alallah...

oh God..tomorrow no gurl...just guy...i beg Ur helps...

bismillahitawakaltu'alallah....
sollu'alan nabi..

^_^ smile n calm urself..

end~~
wslm'alaik~~

tryin' na..

salam'alaik~~

peace be upon u..^_^
awwalan bismillah....

hmm....thinking...

lying?
lying...
lying!!
n lying...

lead na stealing..

liar will gonna be theft?!?!!

hurm...

what's up??that's not da real point i wanna talk bout..

silent??lead na headache??suda'??kinda..
when talking bout..men're from mars..women're from venus..
different gender with diff style n concept of living..
misconception creates lots of problems...

one love to solve his own problems by himself..
another one need to share in order to get of from stress..
sometimes, when these needs are being ignored b'cause of some reasons..
it'll gave out a huge impact to it's owner..
n sometimes we'll just pretend to be ok while we're not..

talking bout give n take..
talking bout the right to receive...sometimes we take it too easy on the right to give..
how we should give..
to make something simple not complicated..
we should look on how to give..

da same thing apply on other situation..

like
for an instance..
to get a good friend..
u should be a good friend too..
not by asking your friend to be an ideal person that u wanted to have..
so..
in order to have a good relationship with whomever the person is to you...
you should act like one..
it might give a hand to ur relationship......with God's will..insya Allah...=)

if we want others to respect our idea..[respect doesn't mean agree]
we should act like one..and keep practising it..
remember..respect other idea doesn't mean accepting,
so, if one doesn't respect your idea, let it be..
at least we help ourself out from stress..
maybe we can use other alternative to make our idea useable or applicable..
if n only if our idea is relevant..;)

SO....

in order to give...not to beg the right to receive...
we should understand the differences between one another..
to cope those stress and depress..
eventhough, it's quite hard to apply..
but we should put a try + some afford..[it should be worth to make a try rather than giving 'em up without any afford, i suppose]

let me quote some of the saying here..

when men go to their caves, they tend to forget that their friends may be having problems too. when woman sees a man react in this way, she generally resists it and resents the man..

by remembering that men from mars, a woman can correctly interpret his reaction to stress as his coping mechanism rather than as an expression of how he feels about her. She can begin to cooperate with him to get what she needs instead of resisting him.

on the other side, men generally have little awareness of how distant they become when they are in the cave. as a man recognizes how withdrawing into his cave may affect women, he can compassionate when she feels neglected and unimportant. remembering that women are from venus helps him to be more understanding and respectful of her reactions and feelings. Otherwise, a man commonly defends himself, and they argue.

here they go...
give n take...
understand one another..
help each other..

when women didn't take it personally for the reaction of a man towards their stress, and use those time to talk with friends or have fun and go shopping..men thereby felt loved and accepted..woman will discovered that man would more quickly come out of their caves.....

;)
and one more..

how to communicate difficult feelings..
by writing letter..

that's what john gray suggest in his book;)

i think i'll stop here..
i'm not so good today act..
got some headache since this evening..
tried na sleep but i couldn't
so i wrote somethin here..

i thought by eating somethin..it'll be gone..
but suddenly..
while completing this post..
i ran to the restroom..
n throw up..

so..till here..pray 4 me..
and thx 4 everythin..^_^
may Allah bless~~

wslm..=)

fuuuuuhhh~~~

salam'alaik~~
awwalan bismillah...~~








lie na me..lie to me...what ever u call 'em...[nothing to do with this act.]








بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم




talking bout marriage....
there gonna be too many marriage this year..
around 4 of ma cousins gonna be married couples this year n 2 more at the beginning of next year..i.Allah...
biiznillah...
we planned...and Allah has His Greatest planned..
rabbiyassir wala tu'assir...


i give ma forward wishes to all of u...


barakallahulakuma..wajama'a bainakuma fi khair...ameen~~




around those talking...
around those discussing people..


there's sumthin going around me too...


suddenly..
soalan cepumas bertandang..
kak ngah nk bawak spe pule dtg rumah..? n etc.




huh...
those questions came in not at the right time...
i can just say nothing..
n sometimes i just try answering 'em by saying..


spe2 je la yg nk...


n dosen't put any hope to hear a reply..but there's a reply...


mne bole spe2 je...kne la yg b'kenan dihati...


yet..only silent give back a respon to da respon..
n only ma heart talking to ma mind..


suddenly i realize..there's sumthin weird here...
how can i enter this topic easily nowadays...
oh yea...i've had entered ma 20th year of leaving...
maybe..
that's y i've a green light to talk bout men..
or sumthing related to marriage..[ohh..so childish..]
hurm....


easy to talk...but too much to do to get 'em done...
either it's before..
while having it..
or even after.......
there's too much to be done...
there's too much to be considered..
only wise people can get through it with care and proper..
i do mean wise people...
people who think twice b4 doing sumthin..
people who not just mad in everything, b'coz they not in a good condition, mentally..to make a decision..
people who can manage well..who can sit and discuss properly..who can give n take..
n other wise people...
only 'em can have a good and smooth plan and event...
with the help from Allah..
biiznillah...inshaAllah...


n u've to have financially planned too...
to avoid yourself facing deficit in da future...
that would be totally,extremely, huge burden to have too much deficit in ur future...
it might hurt ur marriage too...
so plz have a gud financially planned...


an expert saying said..
u have to make sure..your deficit did not exceed 1/3 of ur income...[if i'm not mistaken]




besides, u've to have..emotionally ready to face ur future with ur spouse..
there shouldn't be any selfishness..it shouldn't be...

expert said..
discussion is da best solution..

if there's sumthin not right happen n u feel it..
don't just kept quiet and aspect it would healed by itself...
b'coz it might get tougher to be cured when suddenly u realized it didn't gone as what u thought it would..




consideration is such an important task..
before..
today...
tomorrow...
n future...
consideration...




live after marriage...
responsibility..
preparation...
plan..
give and take..
understanding-consideration..discussion..
and those...
it had been stated in the guidance book, the holy book..the saying of prophet book..
for years...decads...and even ages...
we should seek 'em...seek da right guidance...from da right decision[to seek the right guidance]...
we should learn... too face those obstacles


n i'm still learning.....
i know just bout too little things...
it's hard to get through those barries without knowledge..
u just been fulled in ur own emotions...
b'coz u not matured enough to make a good decision..








for me to think and ponder..~


wassalam~~

=)

awwalan bismillah~

smile for the world..

n make it easier for everything..~
i.Allah..
biiznillah~ =)

bismillah.....

ya Allah..
is this one of the test from u..
to test my aim...
i'll beat those fragile things to be stronger....
of course with Ur helps...
help me if i'm in the right decision ya Allah...
i'm too weak to help ma own self....
plzzzzzz....
keep me strong!!!
ameen~~~

adik daniel ye?? aik??

awwalan bismillah....

salam'alaik...~~

^_^
kaifahaluk?

isnin mlm slase ritue adek dtg ngn nenek..
amek bwk blk umh..
pas abes siap bwk msuk sume brg dlm kete..
(al maklum le da nk abes sem..tggl 2 paper je lg..then cuti..)
nenek pon cite2..

tyme nk kluar dr gate..
da ad kon kt tgh2 gate..
owh ye lpe..da nk kt kol 10..
padan la..
then nenek ckp..
td mse nk msuk pon da mmg mcm tu
pk guard tnye
cmnie..
"assalamu'alaikum"
"wa'alaikum salam.."
"nk buat ape?"
danel pon ckp
"nk amek adek"
"ha..lpas tu bru dy bukak"

ak t'diam jp..
then adek ak smbg..
nk amek adek!!..haha..
(smbl angguk smbl gelak)

suke ye..
sjk ble la ak ad abg nh?? --"

dy ckp amek adek nek?
sjk ble sy jd adek?
spe kkk spe adek nh?hurm..
(nenek pon gelak skali)

mlm smlm g tmn nnk g msjd..
pastu jmpe sorg acik nh..
kwn danel nye mak..

pastu acik tu ckp..
nh adek danel ye?
aik??eh, x..sy kkk dy..
urm?adek danel?
x2..sy kkk dy..
owh yg dkt shell tu kkk danel kn?
ha'ah..yg tu yg sulung..
sy kedua..danel ketiga..
owh..3org je kn..
ha'ah...
hmm..
(smbg tnye sokln len plk)


ok..sy mcm bdk kecik ke??
sejak ble sy ad abg..
hurm...layan je la...
blk umh cte kt fam..
umi ngn ayh pon gelak skali...
hurm..layan~~~

lau dlu org tnye tu abg ko ke?
xpelik pulak..
maybe sbb dy lg tggi dr ak..
that's y org tnye cmtue..
tp ble skrg tnye pelik pulak rse..
sbb tyme acik tu tnye..adek ak xd kt sblh..
hurm..layan je la~~

شكرا يا إلله ربي

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

السلام عليكم

dlm mengharungi kehidupan ini..

ada ketikanya

kita terduduk lemah tidak berdaya

cubaan yang mendatang

mematangkan minda yang berfikir

menguatkan jiwa yang bersabar

menjulang tinggi keAgungan Yang Maha Esa..

disegenap penjuru

terkadang

terpacul jua keluh kesah

terkadang

api amarah memercik

walaupun ianya remeh

dan ada kalanya

ujian yang menyinggah

gagal dihadapi dengan tenang

namun

kehadiran insan disekeliling

yang dihantar oleh-Nya

membantu menyingkap seribu satu hikmah

شكرا يا إلله ربي

tq^_^

 salam'alaik~~

just to thx kunang2,amie,dani n friends so much..

for everything..

may Allah bless all of u..

jazakumullahukhairan kasira~~

really had a great day..
Allah p'mudahkn p'jlnn pegi dan blek sy..
alhamdulillah~~

n wishing all of u..
da best of luck..
bittaufiq wannajah 'ala kulli hal..
bittaufiq wannajah fil imtihan...

till then,
ukhwah fillah abadan abada;)

morning^_^

salam'alaik~~
gud morning^_^
صبح الخير..
samat pagi sume^_^

emm...best3...
rienh nk g merantau kt bangi...
jmpe kunang2..
biiznillah...
insya Allah..^_^

sonok2..sbb slide show da anta kt kwn utk compilation=)
so da xyah runsing2 da part tu...
as that's da one which should be done first...;)

mlm td xtdo..npe??sbb jadual tdo da lari...
memle standard 12:30
then 1:00
msuk cuti..trus up lg..kol 3 plg awl..
n mlm td xtdo langsung..
ish3...
hopefully start mlm nh jadual tdo kembali pd asal..
da nk smbg kls blek da..
xmo wt hal k..

hurm...runsing sket..
bleh ke b'thn nk kuar nek train sensorg nh..
dr kepong ke bangi..jauh x???hurm..agak ar..(bak kate sepupu den)

xp2..sle segar2 kn dri k..
nme pon nk g b'jln...
xkn tdo kot kt tgh jln..:D

k2..
done for now..
take care=)
wslm'alaik~~




^_^ for u ma dearest friends ^_^

إبدأ ب قليل جداً لغة العربية ^_^

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

^_^

.....اسلام عليكم

كيف انتم؟

خير إنشاء الله

الأن

holidays've started..

:D still crawling and learning to use fully arabic..

إنشاء الله

i'll try ma best...^_^

إبدأ ب قليل

ok ;)

got أُسبع  فقط for عطلة..

            ولاكن... يجد كسير واجب منذيل

~ hv to prepare for FIE pressentation (mon 7/1)

+ mid fiqh economics (10/1)

+ mid macro-economics(10/1)

+ oral quiz UNGS (7/1)

+ presentation halaqah

~ business mths h/work

و أُخرَ

hv to manage time properly..

till then..

that's all for now

أخيراً

أريد أن أشكر صديقتي

إسمهما سيتي عائشة جوهرة سورتحمان و واحدة عبد الرحمن

              font ل هذا اللغة العربية

شكراً كسير جداً

may Allah grant u rewards...
          ~ امين

~

awwalan bismillah..

slm'alaik..

dlm keheningan waktu, kehidupan kini terasa sukar sekali..utk istiqamah dlm sesuatu perkara, terasa sgt sukar..apatah lagi pabila dikelilingi insan2 yg hanya memandang enteng ttg sesuatu perkara..

pinjamkan aku sedikit kekuatan Ya Allah..

diri~

slm'alaik...........

saat yg plg sedih..

adalah ketika keyakinan diri terasa rendah sekali..

diri merasa begitu kerdil

tika dibandingkn dgn insan yg lain..

dan tika itu juga..

hati meng'ia'kn..

saat itu

emosi terpaksa turun ke dasar

jauh ke dlm

mungkin lbh dlm

utk kembali stabil

pulih dr kesedihan

keyakinan diri

hilangnya kamu

maka kelamlah dunia ini

hitam dan putih juga seolah-olah tidak wujud..

yg ada hanyalah kelabu yg suram

namun diri..

jgn kau tenggelam dlm emosimu sndr

menyelam ke dasar

tanpa bantuan pernafasan

sungguh menyesakkan..

kembalilah kpd kenyataan

"innallahama'ana"

kau tidak keseorangan...

kau punya tmpt mengadu..

yg tidak pernah jemu..

malah senantiasa mendengar segala rintihanmu

bangkitlah wahai keyakinan diri..

"la tahzan..innallahama'ana"

bersabarlah wahai hati..

"innallahama'assobirin"

"assobaru minal iman"

"sabar itu cantik ;)"

"Allahu jamil..yuhibbu jamal =)"

tenangkan dirimu..

kerna emosi acap kali mengganggu fikiran

lalu membatasi stp pergerakan

yg mudah turut menjadi sukar

lalu apa yg terdaya

hanyalah terduduk lemah

dan terlena

biarpun hanya berbantalkan lengan, beralaskan kitab

tanpa menyedari

roh berpergian

mencari sekelumit ketenangan

bagi membantu diri

kembali tegak berdiri..

tenanglah wahai diri

jgn cpt melatah

stp apa yg berlaku

di stp detik dan waktu

pasti ada hikmahnya

tuk kau renungi..

jangan kau trus tersungkur

wahai keyakinan diri

stp bait kata2 itu

kau jadikan ia sbg pembakar semangat

tukarkan intonasinya

kpd nasihah

positiflah wahai diri

walau apa jua bentuknya

kata2 yg kau terima

senyumlah wahai jiwa

semekar senyuman sang mentari

tika terbit di pagi hari

hiruplah segarnya sang udara

dikelilingi pohonan rimbun menghijau

nikmatilah dingin sang bayu

yg menyapa lembut dirimu

bersyukurlah dengan apa yg kau perolehi

sungguh besar ni'mat-Nya kpd-mu

moga hari yg mendatang

kau ttp teguh menghadapinya..

senyumlah jiwa yg kegersangan

sambil mengalun tahmid dan zikir pd-Nya

moga engkau trus subur

dlm redha-Nya

ameen~

teman~

teman,
tegurku bukan tuk melukakan hatimu,
bukan bermakna ku menolak kehadiranmu,
bukan jua tuk menjatuhkan air mukamu..

tegurku kerna kasih,
tegurku tuk mengingatkan,
tegurku kerna prihatin..

bukan kerna diri ini serba sempurna,
masih bnyk yg perlu kupelajari,
diri ini punya kekurangan  dan kelemahannya tersendiri,
dalam menjengah kehidupan esok,
ingin sekali engkau tetap disini,
sungguh teman,
kau jua sumber kekuatanku..

tidak dapat kusembunyikan kerisauan,
serta kerunsingan yg sering melanda fikiran ini,
tika menyedari,
tugas saling menasihati dan mengingatkan
tidak lagi menyuburkan taman ukhwah ini..

mungkin kita terlalu leka
melihat sang pelangi indah
yang hadirnya seketika cuma
sirnanya suluhan sang mentari
maka lenyaplah jua sang pelangi

teman
sungguh..
tegurlah silapku
agar ia dapat dibetulkan
bimbinglah aku pada-Nya

mari teman,
kita sulami ukhwah ini dengan wangian akhlak
keindahan zikrullah
serta iringan du'a
bantu aku teman
kerna aku jua hamba-Nya yang lemah

ketahuilah teman
aku tidak menyalahkan dirimu
atas apa yang berlaku
maafkan khilafku
maafkan jua dirimu

andai apa jua kan terjadi
moga redha-Nya sentiasa disisi

trivia (maybe)

bismillah...

salam'alaik.. :)

peace be upon u 20 y/o

sedikit coretan dikala kelapangan ini..

tiada insan yg sempurna didunia tika ini..
yg ada hnyalah insan yg hadir..
utk saling melengkapi..
tidak kira sbg saudara,sahabat,mahupun teman didlm melayari bahtera kehidupan..

telah lama ia hadir menyapa diri
lalu ak kebingungan..
tercari-cari identiti perasaan asing ini..
perlu apa ia hadir menjengah kehidupanku

terkadang ak buntu dan lelah mencari jwpnnya
namun kini..
ia seakan rela mempamerkn dirinya yg sebenar..
secara tidak langsung..
melenyapkn segala keraguan yg terbuku di hatiku

tenang..
segalanya telah terungkai..
senyuman kembali meniti dibibir
dan kini
ak rela dan pasrah menerima
apa jua pengakhirannya :)

ya
ak stuju jika kebenarannya begitu
terpulang kpd yg lain utk menilainya..



:)




for me,
u'r allowed to be sad, disappointed, irritated, 'touching' or etc
when somebody that u loved
did something unpleasurable to u..
whether they come from ur family members, or friends

if u didn't felt anything bad..
even from da point of view of the doer, it might hurt u..
then,it might be that
u've no interest (the feel that u've on stranger) on the doer..(family members r not counted on this statement)
thus, whatever the doer did that might hurt u..
u won't be hurt
or feeling bad..

that's just ma opinion..
others might think differently~~


-end-

wslm~